My Journey

For a long time, I felt a deep sense of purposelessness – not really knowing who I was or what I was meant to do in this life. I experienced a certain alienation from the “regular life” that society considers successful. Thoughts like “There must be more to life than this conditioned existence” kept coming back. To me, it all seemed meaningless.

To fill this emptiness, I turned to partying and addictive behaviours within Amsterdam’s nightlife. This went on for almost a decade. By 2018/2019, my physical and mental health had deteriorated, and the growing suffering pushed me to finally stop my destructive lifestyle. The shadows I had been suppressing during those years began to surface, asking to be healed. That was the turning point – the beginning of my healing journey.

I started exploring different healing systems such as Ayurveda and Traditional Chinese Medicine. I practised yoga, meditation, and other modalities, and devoured every book I could find. Most importantly, I began studying and practising Evolutionary Astrology. It gave me profound insight into my psychology, answered many questions, and revealed my soul’s purpose: to help others find meaning and direction on their life journey. This clarity changed everything for me. Now, my energy is focused on making this dream real.

Having a clear purpose is essential – without it, chaos takes over. I’m certainly not done yet (we never are), but this sense of direction has transformed my world.